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Hurt and crushed

2007-03-03 - 10:56 a.m.

I swear these days keep getting worse. Last night my oldest took about 20 swings at my tummy. He ran out and we couldn;t find him. He showed up at 1:30am and tried to get into my room. I locked the door while I was sleeping. I also had my other kids sleep with me. What am I going to do now? I know I am a good mom but what the hell? Well he watched me get beat by my ex husband and he got abused by him also. I just cry! I am at work and I hurt so much. Physcial and mental. I am not sure whats going to go on later when I get off but I am sure that it will not be good. Till later....

Half of what I say is meaningless
But I say it just to reach you

Jennie

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