I am so lost. I am not for sure what my next move will be. I keep on thinking that I will wait to see what he says when he comes home tonight but to tell you the true my heart hurts so much that I think that I will never love him the same. I can't believe how bad he hurt me. He hasn't even called to make sure I am okay. I have never hated him this much.
I had so much fun last night. I was totally shit faced! I don't remember the last time I was that wasted. All that matters is that I had a blast!!