I am at my moms house now. I am filling out applications for apartments. I hope that I can get into this one but my credit is not that good. I am trying to figure out who the new Jennie is. I have a fresh start and this time I am going to do it right. I told my counseler that I am going to buy a plant and if I keep it alive for a year then maybe I will think about being with someone. I have always gone out there and looking for someone to love me but I feel different this time. I don't want anyone but my kids in my life. So I wonder who do I want to be?